i dunno……….. my life……………….. u should read this

i don’t like to be stressed - but then shit happens - and my ass gets stressed - Case in Point………

got back from europe monday. keys to my storage unit…..VANISHED INTO THIN AIR. agent calls. you have an audition Tuesday. all i have - the suitcase from europe…. no HEADSHOTS, no RESUME, no SHEET MUSIC, no NOTHING. go to agents office (day of audition) - they print off headshot/resume - i go to staples and BUY a notebook and found 1 random song in my gmail box to sing…. agent emails me - u have a dance call tomorrow - again, no DANCE CLOTHES, no DANCE SHOES, no MONEY FOR A LOCKSMITH TO BUST THAT MUTHA OPEN….. i dance in converses and workout gear ……. agent calls and lowkey reads me - you have a callback but you kinda need to have a book of music and not just one song, i know you’re new to auditioning in NYC…..i explain that SHIT has happened, he understands…. get up day of callback, which is at 2:30pm - God blessed my bank account so now let’s bust this mother open at 10:30 am Mr. Locksmith ……. Mr. Locksmith arrives at…..11:48am…… i’ve been waiting since 10:15 am….. o_O…. my unit is on the 8th floor…… the only elevator that goes to the 8th floor….just broke….we wait…… finally done, unit open, items retrieved - he takes my card number & calls his office to have them approve it - we wait for 20 friggin minutes - it is now 12:48 (in the bronx)….callback at 2:30 in manhattan…… i leave, get on the bus, get close to my house…..i have lost the $104 monthly unlimited metro card that i just bought yesterday……………………………. the locksmith charged me $162.00………………………………….. if my soul wasn’t so numb i would cry…..but i can’t……………………………. went to the callback. agent emailed. you have another callback tomorrow…………………….. and the cycle continues………….